in my true opinion,

Maybe it is not always so obvious, but I am, inside, the idealist. More often than not, I choose to look past the bad in people, and believe the better of them and their intentions first. And because of this, I secretly suspect that there's a different reason behind all of this. Looking at all the other possibilities, nothing else seems to be able to substantiate such a choice as much. My only hope for this, though, is that things will pull through, and that he really finds himself.