all i don't know

stop
tapping at my window
looking over my shoulder
asking me how do i do
this
is not the time
to be here
to be
there is no excuse
there isn't an aswer
to the questions you got
there isn't even a word
for me
don't
don't ask me
because nothing i know
can enlighten
my feelings
or you
no sun
could brighten
without being too bright
but need you know
all i need
now
is to fly away
to some dust-ridden
shelf bottom
bedsheet
a nowhere
or somewhere
where nobody can find
any reason
any excuse

this is no escape